A late letter to my friend, Joshua.

I'm sorry for this late letter. Hope it's not too late. =)

The first day in Inti was horrible. Do you know why?

No new friends, hard to adapt to Inti.

Besides my high school friends, everyone was like a stranger to me.

But then, before I enter Maths Extension class on the first day, one guy came and talked to me.

He introduced himself as Joshua, and we compared our time table.

I was soooooooo excited as I get to know a new friend that has same time table like me.

Then in English class, you told us that you know how to catch a crocodile.

I went and told the whole world that you're a crocodile hunter after that. XD

Please don't scold me ya~~

After some time in Bio class, Ms Shirley started the tutorial for bio.

She asked you to answer, then ask another friend of yours to answer the next question.

I know you'll choose me. And you know what? You DID.

We get closer and closer to each other. Somehow you like to phone me and ask me silly question.

I remember there was one question you asked me. "What is the speed of light, Wuan Xin?"

I found you funny in every way. Especially when you called me and talked nonsense after asking those funny funny questions.

And when Suki came, we formed one group in ESL, doing the Hearing Aid 101 Advertisement.

You were acting as a Granpa, I was the Gramma, Suki and Kah Kheng were sexy butts.=p'

Both of us put on those flour on our hair, just to make it Grey.

Frankly, You are a GREAT actor. (like a Granpa) =p

Although we were acting under the super HOT sun, we were really having fun.

Even though I acted and spoke badly, (real bad), you comforted me, lead me all the way to be a Gramma.

With you, this funny Granpa, I never stopped laughing and really had fun that day. XD

Then it comes Suki's birthday~ ^^ We celebrated together and bought her a blueberry cheesecake. She was soooo surprised of what we have done.

And the blueberry cheesecake, as you suggested that flavour to me because it was your first cake that you had with your girlfriend. You really are a good boyfriend. I don't think i'll remember what I eat with my boyfriend also, if I have one. :)

The Talent Quest was really a memorable thing to me.

I played harmonica, you and Da Wei with the guitars, Hsien Ming with the bongo while Tai Jiang with the shake shake.

There were a lot of cheerings for us that night. We didn't go into the finals but I don't care.

Because what we went through, I mean our practices, are the most important. ^^

I like to play songs with you. It sounded very nice~!

The next Big Thing was the Dress right and Speak right campaign.

You wore a formal suit that day.

I didn't tell you, that you were really very handsome that day.

hehehe..

Maybe I was too shy..

lol!

One day, you suddenly said that you want to show me something.

And you showed me a picture of your girlfriend and asked me not to tell anyone.

I'm sorry that I've already told Suki. hehehe~

But you won't mind right? xD

I was so happy that you really want to tell me about your girlfriend, whom you care so much.

Because you treat me as a good friend, not the normal Hi and Bye friends.

Do you remember that I drove Estima to college, and I nearly banged the stupid car that double-parked in the basement?

I was really so scared and phoned you.

"Dun worry Wuan Xin, I'll come to you and help you. Wait me ah~"

And there you came and we went to park in the hostel.

I was scolding the stupid car non-stop to you.

Well, the stupid car got banged by someone else anyway. XD

That day you offered me and dropped me to the hostel to take my car.

Such a kind and caring friend you are. =)

Then again, I was having trouble as I got lost in the open space carpark in Queensbay.

Swt isn't it?

We hanged out that day in Queensbay to celebrate Li Qing's birthday.

At first I followed your car to get the pooh bear cake from Mainland.

The cake was sooo nice! You got the perfect cake for Li Qing, the pooh bear lover. =p

You drove like zig-zag on the bridge. It was so dangerous you know.

Hsien Ming was laughing and smiling behind. But I think he was scared. (shhh~)

And then we got caught by the police for speeding.

Man I was so scared as that was my first time. And so do you.

We went to Queensbay after that "exciting" thing happened as quoted from you.

You really do find that day exciting huh...

After we sang the song for Li Qing, you drop me back to Inti to get my car.

Then, I dropped Viveq back his Auntie's house, and you dropped Joe to the bus terminal.

We continued to celebrate in Nando's, but both of us went back early as I have a meeting with my friends, and you have a party in your house.

That was the time where I got lost.

Luckily you were there, giving me, Wuan Xin the noob driver, directions to come out from the open space carpark. "My darling Wuan Xin, dun worry, I'm here to help you."

Again, you comforted me and i got out from the carpark successfully. I was soooo stupid. XD

Whenever you come to Penang, you'll call me and ask me where am I.

You told me that you want to learn how to roller skate.

I said Okay and the date is 7th June 2010, which is today.

You promised me that you'll come to college today to Ah Choo's class.

You didn't turn up, I thought you were sleeping at home.

But Joshua, dun worry, I won't put the blame on you.

Because this is the 1st time you break your promise. =)

You phoned me, on saturday evening, asking me whether am I going to Relay for Life.

I didn't go and you replied me "It's ok. ^^ I just thought that maybe we can watch sunset together"

The next morning, I called you, as I was in Youth Park and saw the Relay for Life thingy. It was yesterday morning actually.

You came with your brother and helped us to take photos with my friends. I regret that we didn't take photos together.

Before you came, you sent me a weird msg.

"I miss you soo much Wuan Xin. I'm gonna hug you so tightly until you cannot breathe. =)"

I dunno how to reply you. So I decided not to.

They mocked me about you and me.

I thought you were just playing and joking because you are that happy-go-lucky type.

But,

Now I realised that it was actually a sign.

You miss me as a friend. And you wanna hug me, as a close friend.

That was the last day I met you. Which you seem a bit odd.

Joshua, you're such a nice friend!

You'll never say no to your friends.

What a good and kind friend you are. =)

It's my turn to tell you,

Dun worry Joshua, I'll be alright.

^@^

Though I'm crying now,

but dun worry,

I'll be more hardworking, and live my life to the fullest.

I'll take care of myself, and not to let you worry.

I won't let you feel sad, as I'm going to take your advice, to stay happy everyday.

My dearest friend, Joshua,

Thank you for appearing in my life, adding colours to my life.

Thank you for being beside me when I'm in need.

Thank you for being one of my closest friend!

Love you.

P/S:

I miss you, too.

From the bottom of my heart.

Love,

Xin.